and, for some reason, he brings out the top/domme in me. The ease with which I’ve slipped into this other role sort of scares me, but it excites me so damn much at the same time. 

Gaaah, and he played with my pigtails. Gentle pulls and stroking it… aka the grade A, number one reason why I wear them. >.< 

I just… I just love this. It’s what I’ve been missing out on. I’ve missed having someone to give a damn about impressing, someone whose boundaries I don’t yet fully know, someone who is hot, exciting, forbidden to me that is also showing interest in me, ya know?